Thursday, December 29, 2005

Retrospect

Was kinda curious how I felt exactly one year ago� at this time of the year� with Christmas, New Year, and all the irksome festivities just round the corner. And so I clicked on my archives.. only to find this entry dated December 27, 2004. (Don�t bother reading it from my archives� cos somehow the character encoding went hay-wire. Probably happened when I changed my blog templates.)

Nonetheless, here�s the entry in all its former glory. It�s written in Chinese though, so please changed your character encoding to �Unicode�.

I recall that at that time when this entry was written, I have already graduated from Training Wing in SAF Bands� and was a wondering homeless spirit belonging to nowhere. For more details of my plight den, you can read up this entry.

The reason for my feelings den shouldn�t come as a surprise, given the circumstances I was in. But a year whizzed past, and come the time of the year again when all should be jolly, and yet I still can�t help but still feel the same ol� feelings of despondency, even though external factors may seem more favorable then before.

Maybe it�s just me. Maybe I just can�t seem to open up myself to all of those who are willing to keep me accompany. Maybe it�s really just me to be walking amidst a rowdy group of friends and yet, still feel very much alone. Or maybe, I�m still waiting for someone out there.. someone to fill the emptiness within me.

Cre8tivesparks at 12/29/2005 03:03:00 PM

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