Sunday, June 04, 2006

That Leap of Faith

Life hasn�t been too kind to me lately.

With the coming of the 23rd year of my miserable existence here in this world, things around me take on devastating changes�

I guess the immense fear for the unknown that dwells deep within each and every one of us reaches its peak whenever we�re thrown right smack in the middle of the many crossroads of our lives. Right now, it is where I am. Right in the middle of the most complicated crossroad ever.

Uncertainty looms over numerous aspects of my life.

I�m lost and overwhelmed, not knowing where each step will lead me.

But that�s just life.

Sure, I am at one of the lowest points in my life. But I will survive� somehow.

I mean, that�s how it�s always been� for the last 23 years at least.

A much treasured friend of almost a decade, (I sure am making her sound old) told me that when one is at the lowest point in his life, the only way out is up.

I like that, really.

So I shall wait in anticipation.. to take that leap of faith.

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On a lighter note, there are a few interesting people that have walked into my life, lowest point or not. They gave me something to keep my mind off things� which is refreshing for a change.