Sunday, May 28, 2006

And the cycles continues...

Reading an earlier post, I guess there's really nothing more apt den re-posting that 1 post.

Times did go by.. things did change. But emotionally, I'm back to the wreck I was.

Once again, I was deluded by things on the surface.. and before I can set things right, things have escalated way beyond control.. way out of reach.

I hate the fall.

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And the rain poured again.

I hate it when it rains� seriously. Somehow, the worst of emotions come in torrents when the rain is at its heaviest. All the negative thoughts and emotions just seem to overwhelm me whenever it rains, leaving me downright drenched.

I guess it has finally come to this.

Just like the heavy rain shrouding the world in a hazy grey veil, all that was once fair and glad has finally come to pass, shrouded in the hazy veil of time� All that is left is but a vague and distant memory, of the wonderful world and the happy times behind those oppressing grey veils.

I know this is kind of weird, but sometimes I wish those happy times never existed. At least I won�t be as forlorn as I am now� at least I won�t be here reminiscing the past which I know will never come back. At least there will always be happier times to look forward to�

If only the Memory-erasing Procedure in Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind really existed. I will be first in line to try.

At the very least, all things start afresh.