Sunday, May 28, 2006

And the cycles continues...

Reading an earlier post, I guess there's really nothing more apt den re-posting that 1 post.

Times did go by.. things did change. But emotionally, I'm back to the wreck I was.

Once again, I was deluded by things on the surface.. and before I can set things right, things have escalated way beyond control.. way out of reach.

I hate the fall.

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And the rain poured again.

I hate it when it rains� seriously. Somehow, the worst of emotions come in torrents when the rain is at its heaviest. All the negative thoughts and emotions just seem to overwhelm me whenever it rains, leaving me downright drenched.

I guess it has finally come to this.

Just like the heavy rain shrouding the world in a hazy grey veil, all that was once fair and glad has finally come to pass, shrouded in the hazy veil of time� All that is left is but a vague and distant memory, of the wonderful world and the happy times behind those oppressing grey veils.

I know this is kind of weird, but sometimes I wish those happy times never existed. At least I won�t be as forlorn as I am now� at least I won�t be here reminiscing the past which I know will never come back. At least there will always be happier times to look forward to�

If only the Memory-erasing Procedure in Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind really existed. I will be first in line to try.

At the very least, all things start afresh.

"Blessed are the forgetful: for they get the better even of their blunders."

- Friedrich Nietzsche

But we all know, this can never be so.
Face it.

Suggested reading: Forget Me Lots by Melissa Maerz

Cre8tivesparks at 5/28/2006 11:17:00 AM

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Friday, May 05, 2006

It's time I announce to the world...

Okie guys.. this blog has been way too quiet. Haha~

Haven�t really been updating u guys on how�s things. And so, I guess it�s time for me to inject some.. I dunnoe, visual stimulants? Haha!

I know there has been quite an extended period of silence in this blog.. reason being that of a new addition to my otherwise, dull and uninteresting life.

And so� here�s the reason for me being happy silly� the reason why I have been so occupied for the previous months.. the reason why some of you have nudged and winked at me via msn but to no avail.

My new found love..

The object of my desire�

The one that is in my daily thoughts�

from the moment I wake up�

till I close my eyes�

The one that I have toiled so hard for�.