Sunday, January 22, 2006

The heaviness on my shoulders as I dragged my feet along.

This week sees me burying myself behind piles and piles of work in camp. I kept myself extremely busy, taking on tasks and work that I could have easily steered clear from. In a way, I thought by keeping myself preoccupied with multiple tasks at hand, I can somehow keep certain negative and depressing thoughts at bay.

I�m not sure if I succeeded, but at least I dun feel as down as when I was left alone to face the emptiness that resonates from deep within. It�s as if each time when I am on my own, I can sense this heavy, sinking feeling from deep within� as if the world that�s beneath my feet had disappeared and I�m left suspended� albeit in an slow, eternal descend.

List of tasks that I had taken on� which most will shun from:


Must say it has been quite a week� accomplish quite a lot.. Must say some tasks, which I expected to be pretty simple, turned out to be extremely torturous. Like being stranded in SAFTI MI for a whole 4+ hours with nothing constructive to do whatsoever; or coming up with a drum solo with piccolo parts. Thanks to Benji and Chenguo for the help they have rendered me� though I have still yet to finish it.

Friday was ORD function. It kinda sound the alarm for the impending departure of many individuals. Surely life in Bands will not be the same with their departure.

????????; ???????.

Well, things come and go. Guess we just have to move on... somehow. Even though nothing will ever be the same again; no matter how much we may miss the past.

This is very much a lousy entry� just like my life now. So very dull and uninteresting

What the heck. Who cares?
No one.

Cre8tivesparks at 1/22/2006 01:08:00 AM

1 gave a piece of their mind

1 comments

at 30/1/06 1:00 AM Blogger anup.777 said...

No news is good news m8! ... And I'm sure many people do drop by 2 see how u've been doing ... so, some do care! :)

 

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