Saturday, May 21, 2005

On Insecurity

Everyone is afraid of the unknown.

The feeling of not knowing what is to happen; of what to expect; and what will become of the future.

This feeling of uncertainty sux, and I can understand that.

As the result of this uncertainty, insecurity arises, and some of us out there, decide to safeguard our own interests by putting up a super strong defense, or even launch a preemptive strike at people whom we perceive as threats to our present status. And in the process of us attempting to prevent what we perceive as a possible eventuality from becoming reality, we unintentionally cause what we fear to happen, and may even catalyzed the entire process...

Quoting from Qingyu's blog :

"we are all afraid of the uncertainties... we don't want to lose the things we gained... and because of this we have become so obsessed with our pursuit of power and the things we want... until we forgot our original aims...

and in the end.. that's how u lose the things u didn't want to lose... in exchange for the things u gained..."

Sigh.. yet I dunnoe how to resolve the sticky situation that I'm now in... Maybe it's the way I carried myself, that caused people to be wary of me even before getting to know me... Or maybe, it's just becos of me. Haiz..

Cre8tivesparks at 5/21/2005 10:20:00 PM

0 gave a piece of their mind